leafy foods are coming out my ears, and i think my skin is turning green. I am having thoughts. thoughts of snatching food from the fingers of complete strangers. I think they are greedy, I find myself loathing them. though I remind myself that this was self-inflicted, my idea. And yet, I hate without exception any full-bellied being I meet. I know who they are... that unmistakable look of satisfaction on their plump face. A face I once had. A face I turned my back on, felt was getting chubby, feared an irreversible double chin was forming...A double chin that I now know was storing all my happiness, my nice nature, and positivity. a self-inflicted diet. to make me happier...? i'm moody. irritable. envious.....